Artist’s Statement

After 22 years working as a professional advertising photographer in NYC, I returned to my native New Mexico in 2006. In Santa Fe I continued to photograph for several years, while setting out to learn to paint in 2012. I painted abstract nudes at first, then, influenced by decades of thought regarding the direction of our species, I began the painting series Revisions in late 2016 and Días de Trueno (“Days of Thunder”) in 2017.

As 2018 dawns I find myself drawn, for relief and beauty, into pure abstraction and color, leaving aside political undertones – at least for the present. Continually castigating one’s own species is exhausting! I consider Revisions (at 117 works) and Días de Trueno (at 41 works) to be complete – but please read on for my explanation as to why they exist.

My “alternative” view of human life started on a morning in April 1989 as I was walking up Fifth Avenue to my job photographing for Tiffany & Co. As I was crossing 40th Street I suddenly had a realization (some might say a vision – others might say I was breathing too much exhaust): our species is acting as a terminating parasite on the life of our planet. I had to sit on the steps of NYPL, beneath Patience and Fortitude, and write things down – something I continued to do each morning for many months.

Since that day I have tried to comprehend if it would even be possible for people to live in complete non-harm to earth and life; using only that which replenishes or is returned in kind. With topsoil unencrusted, covered with vegetation. The lands, waters and air unpoisoned, and all species thriving. We are so very far from that now that the idea is almost impossible to imagine. It would be a very different way of life than the one we have developed. In 1989/90 I printed a couple of books in very small numbers (one was a linocut, edition of 25, sent to friends) exploring the idea. Of course it seemed primitive. But considering human ingenuity, I felt these ways could have been developed over time to create a comfortable life for us, without the accompanying harms to the planet. Reluctantly, however, I have had to admit it seems our species seems to be doing exactly what it may be “designed” to do. Take out life (including our own), change the climate and leave behind poison, radioactivity and a reef of hard materials.

The works of Revisions are painted on the pages of an old bible, but I am far from being religious in any traditional “civilized” sense. If I worship anything it is simply our planet and all the life on it. I see organized religions as having been largely invented by various groups to justify parasitic and unbalanced changes to our planet and its life. (That guy on a cloud told us “You are special, so feel free to take it all.”) I feel that through these actions our species brings about the massive extinction currently underway. This tendency of mankind has become more acute with the current political situation in the US.

It is my opinion that current human intelligence, activities and beliefs prescribe extra-basic comfort to individuals, groups of people and our species at the expense, not just of other people, but of life and earth itself. Considering these things, it has been my feeling that homo sapiens might alternatively have started off by asking what I call “The Question” prior to undertaking every single daily action, and judging whether to continue by the answer. The Question being: “Does this action harm Earth and life?”

We might have created a comfortable lifestyle for our species within the Question. However, we have not followed that course, nor does it appear likely that we will metamorphose to such a lifestyle before we lethally damage the current ecosystem of our planet. Our role indeed appears to be that of a terminating parasite.

Still, I could be wrong and we could move toward and into balance. Perhaps we are caterpillars munching away before becoming butterflies. I do see people who have compassion toward the planet and its life, and feel they might move toward non-harm if given time to reason. In this country currently, those people fall generally within the label “liberal” (although there are many under that label, maybe most, who will not understand a democracy of earth and all life as I describe here). And I see people who are set upon immediate gratification for themselves and their groups, without regard for the damages to other people, the planet or its life. In our country currently, those people fall generally within the label “conservative.” Such a lifestyle is parasitism on steroids.

I am fully aware of the strife and intense harms coming from one group of people overwhelming another repeatedly. On the other hand there have definitely been those groups who walked much more lightly on the planet than others. But to me it seems that given the opportunity, all branches of our species will eventually take from Earth and life to the limit of their ability, proclaiming themselves “special.” And human ability has been shown to be lethally extreme across the board. I feel at this time that the only recourse for our species to continue for more than a very short time is to suddenly understand and embrace the Question or something like it. I have extreme doubts, to say the least. But who can say?

One way or the other, eventually we will all be a thin line in the sandstone. La suerte. It is our destiny. See you there.